The good moments

I only speak of the good moments between us and not them because their good moments will continue. They have a whole lifetime of good moments and adventures. and all I have is this, what I have now, which is barely anything. So I'm going to relish in it. I'm going to enjoy every second of him, even though I shouldn't, and allow myself to love him to the utmost of my capability because one day very soon I'll have to say goodbye and that will be the end of us and everything we were about, whatever it is.