Sometimes I think to myself...
Maybe if I'm the best person possible then I'll find a place in your heart.
I'm slowly learning that there may not be a place no matter how hard I work my way in. That I have to keep fighting hard for your attention and that you'll never care for me the way I care for you.
It's a sad reality but a reality nonetheless.
I know you don't want to change but I don't either and it's getting harder and harder to make compromises and acting like I'm not hurt because you so blatantly don't care.
I know your personality makes you... you and I love you more than words can express.. however, you're tainting me and your gradually taking pieces of my spirit away from me.
I hope the day we say our final goodbye is one step closer to finding someone that I can have emotions with and not have to make so many compromises for... cause I think I deserve to be happy with someone who doesn't have to work hard to care for me.
I'm sure we both know that.
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